Of Random Attacks

Let me tell you a tale of myself And the hassle that comes with me I want to let it all out and confess These random emotions leading to stress The days I’m swinging on life’s edge And switching sides; smiling and sulkin’ Shaking but holding my heart steady I’m a midget in a 12ft...

Let me tell you a tale of myself
And the hassle that comes with me
I want to let it all out and confess
These random emotions leading to stress
The days I’m swinging on life’s edge
And switching sides; smiling and sulkin’
Shaking but holding my heart steady

I’m a midget in a 12ft hollowed cave
Trying to claw my way back
And find joy, happiness, love and light
Dealing with the stress
With my heart pounding in my hands
And my chest high above my head
I’m being taunted by random attacks,
Irregular but occuring steadily

I can’t seem to sleep anymore
and it isn’t because of the heat
or the darknesss that comes with it
When night comes and no one is watching,
I feel afraid of everything:
Life, death, love or the lack of it;
the fact that all actions become habits;
the feeling that I’m not enough for no one
The urge to be great and not recognized

I’m a young blood but a chicken
One who shakes and easily fidgets
At the thought of every problem
I wish I could handle this threat
And grant unto it, a peaceful death

Sweaty palms, cold feet,
Racing heart, dilated brows-
Anxiety at its peak
A phobia I can’t seem to shake off
An overwhelming complexity.

— Mubarak

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